Angelique Speak

SOOOOOO I cut my hair like an inch and a half last night and IT FELT GREAT! My hair feels alot healthier, it swings and bounces and does all this cute stuff! Im so excited!! But the really exciting thing was that I went to school today totally normal. Mostly everybody knows who I am and what I look like,so basically I'm old news, which i don't mind, everybody's time has come and gone, but today people (guys) were acting like they had seen me for the first time! As if I just started to look attractive. Guys at my school are known in my world to be some of the most non-aggressive guys ever SO WHAT WAS UP WITH TODAY??

Guys tend to not talk to me. Actually guys who don't know me as a friend don't talk to me at all. It gets a little frustrating because I go the extra mile to look approachable.. try to laugh and smile in the hallway.. even stand by myself sometimes because I know guys get intimidated when they see girls in groups (totally don't get this concept) and still.... NOTHING.

Im not looking for a husband not even a boyfriend just a friend that I might happen to like and he might just happen to like me and we like each other and he walks me to my classes and hangs out with me and my friends on the weekend (not that awkward one on one stuff). I think my school is just completely lacking in the guys that speak Angelique.  

I've finally accepted that i'm not the normal person/girl. I want different things, I'm interested in different things.... I actually know what I want and who Im striving to be. So when I speak.. i guess... my language is a little too elevated for guys who are trying to hold a conversation with me past the whole spitting game process... and maybe i actually don't make sense but I happen to think that I do so I think that the guy that im speaking to should understand me or try to understand me but...... the sad truth is..... they don't..... Guys actually get insulted when a girl or possibly anyone says something they can't quite comprehend and I find this absolutely hilarious!!! but at the same time its highly frustrating.

So maybe that will be the deciding factor. The one who is worthy... will speak Angelique lol