Social Freedom

I believe your socially free when you can walk into a crowd of people with a potato sack on and your hair back or wrapped in a scarf and not care one way or the other what people think about your appearance.

.....................................BE FREE..................................

Angelique Speak

SOOOOOO I cut my hair like an inch and a half last night and IT FELT GREAT! My hair feels alot healthier, it swings and bounces and does all this cute stuff! Im so excited!! But the really exciting thing was that I went to school today totally normal. Mostly everybody knows who I am and what I look like,so basically I'm old news, which i don't mind, everybody's time has come and gone, but today people (guys) were acting like they had seen me for the first time! As if I just started to look attractive. Guys at my school are known in my world to be some of the most non-aggressive guys ever SO WHAT WAS UP WITH TODAY??

Guys tend to not talk to me. Actually guys who don't know me as a friend don't talk to me at all. It gets a little frustrating because I go the extra mile to look approachable.. try to laugh and smile in the hallway.. even stand by myself sometimes because I know guys get intimidated when they see girls in groups (totally don't get this concept) and still.... NOTHING.

Im not looking for a husband not even a boyfriend just a friend that I might happen to like and he might just happen to like me and we like each other and he walks me to my classes and hangs out with me and my friends on the weekend (not that awkward one on one stuff). I think my school is just completely lacking in the guys that speak Angelique.  

I've finally accepted that i'm not the normal person/girl. I want different things, I'm interested in different things.... I actually know what I want and who Im striving to be. So when I speak.. i guess... my language is a little too elevated for guys who are trying to hold a conversation with me past the whole spitting game process... and maybe i actually don't make sense but I happen to think that I do so I think that the guy that im speaking to should understand me or try to understand me but...... the sad truth is..... they don't..... Guys actually get insulted when a girl or possibly anyone says something they can't quite comprehend and I find this absolutely hilarious!!! but at the same time its highly frustrating.

So maybe that will be the deciding factor. The one who is worthy... will speak Angelique lol

Food for Thought

People..... Complex..... Interesting..... Full of life....

Some of us go through our day cursing the people around them. Wondering why they do the things they do, what drives them to be the way they are. People. 

A conversation with a stranger generates from, what you could remember, thin air. A smile walks onto your face and then you realize.... a complete stranger made you smile... made you happy for just that moment. That stranger disappears into the distance, their existence now only a memory. People. Magical

The only thing you see is up, terrified to look down. A fear you vowed you would never conquer now lies 15 seconds away... and then you reach the top, and you remember you weren't crazy enough to get on the ride by yourself. To your left, a look of compassion and comfort, to your right, the excitement of whats to come accompanied by a loving grip of your hand.. 5....4.....3....2....1... People. Support

I looked up at him. He looked away with a smile in his eye. I looked to my left to see him out of my peripheral. He did the same. I turned my head and my eyes followed shortly after. His eyes met mine. My eyes met his, locking in on each other, our smiles echoed with flirtation simultaneously. People. Love

Who would we be without the simple encounters with one another. A touch is just as important as saying I love you. A smile is just as crucial as letting someone know how much you appreciate them. The little things matter.

People.........................................Essential to life

A special unusual birthday shoutout to the one and only.... LATRICE

SNL Weekend Update - Whitney Houston

Dating... SERIOUSLY???

I used to think that I had some serious game! I was the queen of flirtation on the sly, always leaving a guy wondering. But I never thought about what happens after you flirt and get him all interested. I mean SERIOUSLY!! It's hard out here for a pimp FA REAL!! There are so many ins and outs of just liking somebody. You flirt but don't flirt too much. Like him but don't like him too much. Talk to him but don't talk too much. Hang out with him but wait a couple weeks before you go out together. It's all about leaving some mystery to yourself, making his mind wonder about what your mind is wondering.  and that in itself is a work out! Guys are just as complicated as women. You might think we're sooo entirely different but take a closer look. Guys say one thing but mean another to avoid the "excruciating pain" of talking about their feelings,  put up emotional walls, get too emotionally involved, and are just down right emotional, I could swear they had a period just like women! and YES! I jus called all you guys out! That's right!! The truth is out! Im on to you! Im taking notes and taking names thanks to mama bear giving me the game straight! LOVE YOU MOM :-D

NINJA

This is me challenging the ultimate ninja champion. I am pleased to say that I used to suck... on an epic level... but in a day I was ready to take on the champ and although it was not captured on video  I won! More than once!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

"How many of us have them?? FRIENDS!! Ones we can depend on? FRIENDS!!"

I am a person who would have to think about raising my hand to answer that question. I have a total count of 1 real friend and I don't really even consider her a friend anymore. She's more like a sister to me. Friends these days are hard to come by. People seem to be so caught up in themselves that they forget that you have to remember how to deal with people. Everyday I learn something different about myself and its not always good. I have to remember that a human being is human, that I am human, and that I don't have to accept the flaws in my personality. No I may never fix them completely but I can always strive to be better than the day before. Everybody can change. Not everybody wants to change. So when I start planning for the weekend or random excursions... I have one partner in crime..... my WA WA <3