Kesha Video Parody with a Happy B-day Papa Bear twist!

Social Freedom

I believe your socially free when you can walk into a crowd of people with a potato sack on and your hair back or wrapped in a scarf and not care one way or the other what people think about your appearance.

.....................................BE FREE..................................

Angelique Speak

SOOOOOO I cut my hair like an inch and a half last night and IT FELT GREAT! My hair feels alot healthier, it swings and bounces and does all this cute stuff! Im so excited!! But the really exciting thing was that I went to school today totally normal. Mostly everybody knows who I am and what I look like,so basically I'm old news, which i don't mind, everybody's time has come and gone, but today people (guys) were acting like they had seen me for the first time! As if I just started to look attractive. Guys at my school are known in my world to be some of the most non-aggressive guys ever SO WHAT WAS UP WITH TODAY??

Guys tend to not talk to me. Actually guys who don't know me as a friend don't talk to me at all. It gets a little frustrating because I go the extra mile to look approachable.. try to laugh and smile in the hallway.. even stand by myself sometimes because I know guys get intimidated when they see girls in groups (totally don't get this concept) and still.... NOTHING.

Im not looking for a husband not even a boyfriend just a friend that I might happen to like and he might just happen to like me and we like each other and he walks me to my classes and hangs out with me and my friends on the weekend (not that awkward one on one stuff). I think my school is just completely lacking in the guys that speak Angelique.  

I've finally accepted that i'm not the normal person/girl. I want different things, I'm interested in different things.... I actually know what I want and who Im striving to be. So when I speak.. i guess... my language is a little too elevated for guys who are trying to hold a conversation with me past the whole spitting game process... and maybe i actually don't make sense but I happen to think that I do so I think that the guy that im speaking to should understand me or try to understand me but...... the sad truth is..... they don't..... Guys actually get insulted when a girl or possibly anyone says something they can't quite comprehend and I find this absolutely hilarious!!! but at the same time its highly frustrating.

So maybe that will be the deciding factor. The one who is worthy... will speak Angelique lol

Food for Thought

People..... Complex..... Interesting..... Full of life....

Some of us go through our day cursing the people around them. Wondering why they do the things they do, what drives them to be the way they are. People. 

A conversation with a stranger generates from, what you could remember, thin air. A smile walks onto your face and then you realize.... a complete stranger made you smile... made you happy for just that moment. That stranger disappears into the distance, their existence now only a memory. People. Magical

The only thing you see is up, terrified to look down. A fear you vowed you would never conquer now lies 15 seconds away... and then you reach the top, and you remember you weren't crazy enough to get on the ride by yourself. To your left, a look of compassion and comfort, to your right, the excitement of whats to come accompanied by a loving grip of your hand.. 5....4.....3....2....1... People. Support

I looked up at him. He looked away with a smile in his eye. I looked to my left to see him out of my peripheral. He did the same. I turned my head and my eyes followed shortly after. His eyes met mine. My eyes met his, locking in on each other, our smiles echoed with flirtation simultaneously. People. Love

Who would we be without the simple encounters with one another. A touch is just as important as saying I love you. A smile is just as crucial as letting someone know how much you appreciate them. The little things matter.

People.........................................Essential to life

A special unusual birthday shoutout to the one and only.... LATRICE

SNL Weekend Update - Whitney Houston

Dating... SERIOUSLY???

I used to think that I had some serious game! I was the queen of flirtation on the sly, always leaving a guy wondering. But I never thought about what happens after you flirt and get him all interested. I mean SERIOUSLY!! It's hard out here for a pimp FA REAL!! There are so many ins and outs of just liking somebody. You flirt but don't flirt too much. Like him but don't like him too much. Talk to him but don't talk too much. Hang out with him but wait a couple weeks before you go out together. It's all about leaving some mystery to yourself, making his mind wonder about what your mind is wondering.  and that in itself is a work out! Guys are just as complicated as women. You might think we're sooo entirely different but take a closer look. Guys say one thing but mean another to avoid the "excruciating pain" of talking about their feelings,  put up emotional walls, get too emotionally involved, and are just down right emotional, I could swear they had a period just like women! and YES! I jus called all you guys out! That's right!! The truth is out! Im on to you! Im taking notes and taking names thanks to mama bear giving me the game straight! LOVE YOU MOM :-D

NINJA

This is me challenging the ultimate ninja champion. I am pleased to say that I used to suck... on an epic level... but in a day I was ready to take on the champ and although it was not captured on video  I won! More than once!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

"How many of us have them?? FRIENDS!! Ones we can depend on? FRIENDS!!"

I am a person who would have to think about raising my hand to answer that question. I have a total count of 1 real friend and I don't really even consider her a friend anymore. She's more like a sister to me. Friends these days are hard to come by. People seem to be so caught up in themselves that they forget that you have to remember how to deal with people. Everyday I learn something different about myself and its not always good. I have to remember that a human being is human, that I am human, and that I don't have to accept the flaws in my personality. No I may never fix them completely but I can always strive to be better than the day before. Everybody can change. Not everybody wants to change. So when I start planning for the weekend or random excursions... I have one partner in crime..... my WA WA <3

PARTY CITY!! OMG!

I dont know if its just me but i remember party city being this little quaint party store. Today we went on an adventure to party city not knowing it was going to be an adventure and found this wonder emporium behind the little sign that read "Party City" I checked to make sure i actually went into party city instead of accidentally wandering into the most awesomest halloween store ever!!! The workers were dressed up! They had a huge section dedicated to halloween costumes and accessories.. I don't even know if you can call it a section... it was more like a whole separate store!

Bank Robber Honey! Hide ya Husbands!!

Bank Robber LIQUE! HIde ya kids!!

THE BLACK BLURR...!
(Ninja Beans.. if you couldn't guess his
costume)

The Devil and Jason has teamed up!
ALL HOPE IS LOST!!!!

Dufus Honey LOL

         

     

Confusion

cant nobody explain the feeling of not being wanted or being abandoned its like being left in the dark as a baby with no night light . Its the hurt that  you see in you in your eye the pain that wont let you speak its the fire that make you wonder why? Was i not good enough for you or why cant we be? Im tired of the lies i cant do this but why are my feet stuck like concrete i want to run but there something just has me holding on. loveee i began to sing ... i thouqht you had my back this time but like a puppy i beqan to qet to get lost. i just wanted this to be and althouqh i was younq i beqan to believe. that soon it would happen to meeee  

About the ByYou

So we have a new addition to our blog and its called the ByYou. The ByYou is a place where people who view or follow us (when we get some followers) can email us poetry that they wrote and we post it on our blog and you receive recognition.. or not.. either way you like it.

email us at angelpayne00@gmail.com

Our Day at the..... PUMPKIN PATCH!!

My pumkin that unfortunately was stolen
from me! :-( You know who you are!!
I think I can see your light bright forehead
in the background of this pic!
Hide ya PUMKINS!

Our family decided to get into the spirit of October and go to a pumpkin patch. It was a two hour drive to Fairburn, Georgia but it was worth it. The pumpkin patch was fun and all but I must say....! The best part of this adventure had to be when we all sat down to eat at a chinese buffet! Once everybody had some food in their stomachs the jokes started rollin and believe me I'm laughing right now as i write this. My mom's not the funniest person in the world but when she gets started IT'S ABSOLUTELY HILARIOUS!!! It was painful to eat after a while because we were laughing so hard! I wish I could share the jokes but...... they're just not funny the second time around. YOU JUST HAD TO BE THERE!

 

                               

                    

ITS HAY RIDE TIME!!

  

 

scariest hayride ever!

                               

 

Daddy

"Daddy!" "Daddy!" "Daddy!!"
The boy cries out to his father longing for him to hear. His tears are infectious, creeping into my heart.
"I just want my daddy!"
His desperation rings in my ears. I look down onto his tear kissed eyelashes and think to myself a solution to help dissolve the cries of the helpless little boy. His attachment. My disconnect. He cries the tears that I cannot cry. His words scream the desires of my heart.
"Daddy!" "Daddy!"
The girl cries out for her father now. Her tears...... finally..... release the sorrow of her heart.

love? ;)

                     

Love a word most of us use out of context  but want to experience, its just we are not willing to face the consequence of how it could possibly end . We live in a world where a guy can tell a girl anything && like fools some of us believe it . This could be used vice versa. but when you think about it what is love ? really. is it just three words we just say or is it something we feel . Why do we get it mixed up with infatuation. & most importantly why do we feel the need to have it. The answer well its simple its like a drug that everyone wants to feel its our crack that gets us hooked and with out it we become stressed and willing to  do anything to regain the experience and hope the feeling is better than the first. So how do we really know when our heart is broken if in two days we say we already moved on . Yet again we spoke out of term the new love word for young people is infatuation because really thats what we're doing but you can call it  short-lived passion.  

The Spirit

When I think of the word "spirit" what immediately pops in my mind.... honestly..... is a big cloud of smoke. Physically, my perception of the spirit is formless. It's free to do, be, and go whatever and where ever it wants. It can become nothing and it can become anything. Christians often use this term "the spirit" when talking about God. Christians catch "the spirit," feel "the spirit," and experience "the spirit." What in the world does that mean?? Are they feeling a sense of freedom? A feeling of being able to do and be anything? I'm not writing to give insight to the world of Christianity. I'm writing because I think thats all we want in life. The feeling of ultimate freedom. And no this doesn't mean being able to do whatever I want to do. It's more about the inside emotion. Feeling free from worldly concerns like bills, the loss of a loved one, a bad break up, or hurting someone close to you. Freedom from material things that unfortunately attach us to this sinking ship we call Earth. Just Freedom. I've discovered that being free from concern can get confused with being emotionless. So how does one balance? It's called LETTING GO!! Stuff happens and as humans we do this weird thing called feeling. We get sad and angry and depressed and nervous and happy and anxious sometimes all at the same time unfortunately, but it's important that we don't hold on to the bad, the stuff that makes us dense on the inside. Be free from it! And live! Letting go isn't easy though. It's as hard as pushing a two ton boulder to the other side of the room. Try to do it by yourself and you'll never make it unless your name is Superman. People, believe it or not, as mean as they can be sometimes, are here to help each other finish the race. I bet if you tried to push a 2 ton boulder with 5 people you'll make a lot more progress than you would by yourself. Let someone help you be free. Let someone help you let go. And when someone asks you "Well, are you a spiritual person?" You can say, "Mmmhmm i sure try to be." .......oh and don't forget to smile :-)

Coming Soon

What we're trying to do is get a main topic for this blog. Problem is... So much comes to the mind when we sit down to write that we end up not writing anything at all. So until we find a main focus we'll basically be blogging about the many misadventures of our lives and just life in general. We hope to give insight and open up the eyes of our followers to a broader perspective. Everything we write comes from a personal experience.  So just hang in there while we get our stuff together lol. We're completely open to suggestions and we value you're input so whatever you think we can change or do better or would like to see happen on this blog POST YOUR COMMENTS AND SUGGESTIONS! :-D

Your Reality or His

It's funny how people come and go in a person's life. Most times they come in with a big grand entrance, and stir up your whole life. Change youre routine. Change the way you think about life. and maybe even change some of the things you like all for the sake of wanting to have more in common. Then that person becomes you're routine. That person is your life. The person is probably the only thing you like. And then there's the exit. It only seems right for a person who entered in a grand way to leave in one. Well no, not exactly. That person tries to leave in the most subtle way as possible. And why? For the sake of your feelings? Thats what they say. But whats behind the words. Whats the emotion? Whats the motive? Maybe the person tells the truth... or maybe they don't. Maybe they leave you with this empty hope or a falsified happiness just to make themselves feel good. And maybe the truth is the last thing on their mind. What was their reality. Was it all for the excitement of the game? For the challenge? Questions.... .............. ................. Answers............. Do they ever come together? Maybe one day.